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Loving someone is tiring and it hurts, but it’s not something I can stop..and you know the best miracle out of all miracles is making the heart of the person you love beat.


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Dear crush...

Dear crush,

What's actually happening between us?It's really confusing me from the way you smile, how do you act, how you talk to me....I don't know whether this is just me who feel like this or it is true that you like me or not...But if you don't like me please don't act like you do because you know what, it's hurt me a lot...but don't worry because I never blame you that I hurt more..It just me who overact, over thinking and I should not feel like this when you're not mine at all....I will keep tell myself that and I will remembered myself about that...But I can't lie and deny that I really have a feeling towards you...I like you a lot...like a lot....

I feel stuck. I don't know how to make you like me anymore...What happened to making it work? What should I do to make you like me?I'm tired to hold on this long...but some says never give up on something that you really want. It’s difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret.....don't forget why you hold on this long...

So, should I have to keep trying to make it work? one thing that really make me hurt the most is seeing you still makes my heart beat …beat like a drum beat loudly...and how your smile still make me melt... Oh…that smile…I want you to always smile…You really do have a lovely smile, and you know what’s crazy? I want you to smile even if I’m not the reason. I want you to have all the happiness in the world. Even if it breaks my heart, I want you to be happy…and that’s how I know I do loved you a lot...I really happy everytime you talk to me..I really happy everytime you sit or stand next to me...Then I get jealous easily when I see you just talk with another girl even she is just a friend of yours because inside my mind you interested with her more..If feeling have a delete button I do delete that jealous feeling...but I don't think that I'm going to delete my feeling towards you..I know it's stupid right...don't tell me because I know it...That's why I guess I'm deeply in love with you....

So tell me how am I going to get over you? I need to get away!sometimes I told myself that I will keep loving you until one day that feeling getting away..but sometimes I told myself that I need to give up on you..but I will never give up because I always find myself still trying..so I know that I will choose to keep loving you until one day that feeling getting away...far far away....

Could you just set me free?? leave me be...I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity...Never mind if there still nothing happen between us I know one day, it will be over for me too...But in the meantime, I'll keep liking you....

I like you a lot crush...